W looks at me like I am crazy, but me and kids are laughing and having fun!
It sounds like you're completely resigned to the fact that D will happen ?
M 19 years, MC for 8 months, DB'd for 8 months 4 kids; 18, 15, 14, & 10 I was never meant to be a doormat. It took me years of therapy to become assertive enough to stop his abuse.