Daughter nixed my plans because of a time limit on he part. I dealt with her mom for so many years so I can be flexible with my little girl (she is sooo like my X).
So I improvised, took her for ice cream (to go) and went to my favorite seclusion spot at the top of a cemetary on a hill. I pulled out a blanket and we sat at watching the sunset while I played some relaxing worship music and we just talked. I asked her about her favorite parts of this past school year, talked about her upcoming birthday plans including next weekends celebration with my family.
I'll take what I can get and just stay in a mode of appreciation.
I found out the Mr. X is taking her and my son to an outdoor festival type of concert. "Lord, bless and watch over my children, let this event be a fun, safe time for them and again, I ask that you draw Mr. X to you."
In the past I would have been sent into a tizzy over this because these are my kids, I have to beg for crumbs of time with my daughter etc.
Instead, I can't dwell on what the enemy wants me to dwell on, NO WAY JOSE!
Time for a late night bike ride!
(Just now, my itunes is playing a song we all sang with the youth group in Romania. There were all these teens and youngin's in their 20's, singing and jamming with the people from the USA on a Saturday night- good clean fun!)
<C2H smiles as he goes to grab his butt light>
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