No 2x4... just rest your head on my shoulder..and let me pat you on the back... *pat pat pat*... are you feeling better? *pat pat pat.. waiting for the burp*
Feeling the emotion and venting is a beautiful thing. Sitting back to figure out what caused it is even better. Stepping off the rollercoaster for perspective is helpful. Centering yourself on where you are, what your priorities are.. and just smiling because you are just so.. (dang.. you can't call men, cute.. can you?) manly.. virile.. great.. all helps.
Sometimes the smallest things cause the silliest discussions.
*hugs*
Oh Sweet Gypsy, I am sitting here chuckling to myself you are so eliquent. Your use of words can really get one to ponder. Are you sure you and Forrest aren't brother and sister? LOL! You are so genuine and real, I love that about you!!
So W just calls me (wow cell works now), says she was talking to D11 about last night asking her if it bothered her & how she felt with us at dinner. D11 says it was a bit awkward in the beginning but it was fine after that. W says well I just want to make sure you weren't confused. I said I had asked D11 if it was okay that I invited you and she said yes it was alright. So W says again just don't want her confused, I said don't worry I didn't read anything into it and I know it won't change anything, it was just nice to be all together for a nice meal and a b-day. I figured she was looking for me to say that to ease her mind of not being able to commit, just so there was no guilt on her part ya know.
I am still going darker than the ace of spades, I am really not going to play the game much longer, I know it has been said I haven't been here that long on the BB, but I have been dealing with this since last August and a person can only take so much hurt and loneliness...I am getting to a good spot with myself and am really liking it and if she doesn't want what I have to offer it's her loss, my kids don't need to live in limbo nor do I and for that matter neither does dear W.
