Yes, that will be the name of my next thread ,because I say it everyday.
I SUCK at this DB thing. I don't even know what I'm doing on this board because I'm the biggest DB failure!
Just call me the queen of cheesless tunnels!
So H just finished getting the girls to bed and then came in to talk. We're chit chatting. I asked how he was liking the new place. HE said he has been sleeping really well which has been good ,but other than that he really hasn't spent any time there. Then I stupidly said.. "So you think you'll be there quite awhile?", to which he said... "I don't know".
Then enter the blubbering mess I ALWAYS become. To which I look at him and I say...... "H, I want you to think before you respond and really think through this answer and don't just knee jerk your response".........*insert BIG DEEP BREATH* "Do you want me to give up on us and you? Do you want me to give up my hope for us?"
To which after a long pause he says....... "Maybe you should". And I said....... "I think you say that because you don't want me to be hurt, but that's not what I asked".
To which he says.. "I don't want to hurt you, you're right"
So I say again. "But do YOU want me to?"
He just started at me long and hard and never answered.
Good or bad? I don't know. I'm an idiot though, because we are separated, he stinkin' RAN away from home because I was doing R talks daily, and then I STILL freakin' badger him with stuff.
GOD, somebody SMACK me please! I am just the biggest DB failure!
Chris
Last edited by 7 Year Itch; 06/20/0803:54 AM.
__________ Me:39 H:39 D:8 D:4 M:9 (T 13) Bomb 4-5-08, H moved out 6-16-08, Reconciled and H moved back in 5-31-09 Still doing GREAT a year later!!!
