Mulesqb still getting kicked in the a$$

[mulesqb]

Phoenix - I make 95% of our income - maybe higher than that. I can pay for the mortgage - I am just assuming that I will be paying alimony and stuff...I also think she will fight for custody of the kids. The amazing thing is that she wants her freedom but knows that morally it is wrong for a mom not to want to be with her kids. She would never want people to think that of her. I guess it will end up getting ugly and we will have to bring up her past - depression, OCD. I'm just assuming the worst for myself and if anything to the contrary happens - that will be great.

I am trying to consume myself with coaching my S10's travel baseball team. We had practice tonight and then I took our boys to Mickey D's for dinner with a few friends. Just got home and she is complaining it is too late and the boys will give her a hard time getting up in the morning. It's their last day of school. She says that while laying on the couch watching TV as i put them to bed after taking them out all night. Oh yeah - she must be tired - she spent 20 minutes at the tanning salon instead of meeting us for dinner (the kids asked, I didn't).

Definitely more relaxing - but strange. I always cherished quality time with her. Oh well, it is what it is. I'm praying she comes back someday.