Yeah, I try that "If I say it enough I'll start to believe it" stuff too, and so far nada.

Doesn't help that I've always been the pessimest anyway. H and I balanced each other. He was the eternal optimist, and now we find ourselves in opposite roles. He has NO optimism for us, and I have ALL the optimism in the world for what we could have together. So ironic.

Chris

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Me:39
H:39
D:8
D:4
M:9 (T 13)
Bomb 4-5-08, H moved out 6-16-08,
Reconciled and H moved back in 5-31-09
Still doing GREAT a year later!!!