He will be gone maybe a few months...

I have 5 kids... 4 are at home..... I am "remarried" * ( I hate that term). 2 are from my First M.
And yeah he does usually buy me a plane ticket to go see him.
I dunno just old feelings coming up.
Yeah we have had lots of fun too.
I went to New Orleans/ Mardi Gras with him after Katrina... boy did we have fun.
I even got some beads. OOPs..

And we even tired to ride a bull at a country Saloon.
But see I can still remember he had a phone number on his visor of his truck and it was a Womans... and I knew I had seen it several times on our cell phone bill. PRE Trip~
So the first day there while he took a nap in our % star suite.
I weeped in the bathroom.never Mentioned it the whole trip.

You know I love him so much NTE~ but sometimes it is hard when I look back it still hurts.....

He later tried to deny it but he had an EA with her for about 6 weeks. while he was working in New Orleans...
Ooh, I am crying now.... thought I was over all that...
YUCK!