Real life is----part 5

[Starshyne]

I know you are right. This does have to be done for me to finally have peace and be able to move on with my life. It isn't healthy for me in any way to be living the way I have been. And while I know that I am the person taking these steps to end the marriage, we all know that it was my H's ultimate choice. He is the one who could not decide to come back to me. He is the one that wanted to be with the OW.

I called H to tell him the time. The time set he had finals. So instead we will be meeting on June 30 at 3:30. Oh my goodness, that seems so sudden. Right before I leave for Disney. At this meeting the lawyer will be going over all of the papers and explaining it all to my H. He will then either sign the papers and agree to the divorce or not. Then I will have to go to plan B, which will take a lot longer.

I am curious if H feels any of the saddness that I feel knowing that our once wonderful marriage has ended. That the dreams we had as a couple have disappeared. Does he ever have this overwhelming feeling of sorrow?

Sara