As I said, it's not just you. I could put that same post on about 4 threads right now, with only minor changes. I posted it here because I thought you would be the most receptive. You are doing fine. It is a slow process, and I suffered with depression when I went through it also. Thank God for Saffie. She was there every day for me. I remember walking around saying, "Can you fix an broken husband?" And my secret answer was "no". But now it's over a year later, and we are both fixed. When did it happen? I couldn't say. It was slow, almost imperceptible, but the doubts slowly evaporated. And I don't have them at all now.
And I do think our hormones make us subject to depression. My sister has a theory that we are completely driven by our hormones -- all our feelings of love and lust, happy, sad, nothing but hormones. I tried checking the theory with my daughter who is a PhD student in Neuroscience, and she said, "yes, that likely is true." So there you go, it's all in our body chemistry, not even in our minds! But I take it back. Keep working on mind control, it does exist.
