Watching the kids while W goes to OM

[lynn97]

Thanks all. Sorry I went on a hike to clear my head. I'm sure it will sound cliche but I found myself on that mountain. I feel GREAT And no it's not because things seem to be going the right direction for my M. I really feel that I found myself today. I have a new clarity over everything, myself, my M, my kids. It feels wonderful.

I really do want to share this revelation with my W, but you're right I shouldn't. She has called a couple more times very mad that I don't want to talk to her. I will have to call her because I guess the kids want to talk to me. D4 is having issues I guess. I will call and check on the kids and reconfirm that we can talk on Saturday. Although I REALLLLY want to talk to her and share my new found clarity.

Doesn't this seem a little bit like punishing her though? I'm wanting to get away from the whole father/daughter relationship we've had over the years.

Lynn