another date set today!

[jandn]

I wonder if my W is hurting like me sometimes or if it is so easy 4 her 2 walk? its like she is so pissed at me and wants me 2 be hurt. Is or tries 2 be sweet when she answers phone but that doesnt ever last long. Guess all i can do is keep praying and ask 4 a miracle.

I think most of W's anger and hate towards me is not being able to set a time to talk about things, mostly about spilting stuff up, but we have and we dont fall through. Its not like its all my fault though. Just wish I knew the exact move to make everytime.