klm if you read back a few messages you will see that is where I was at......making myself happy......
I realize that, but your posts still involve how OM makes you feel, and how your H doesn't make you feel.
Sorry if I offended you, but I was just trying to be honest. I really don't think you will see what your H means to you until he is gone. Kinda like you don't know what you have until it's gone. That is why I suggested taking a break from both of them.
