Didn't mean to tick you off WDID. I do respect you for coming here and being so honest....and don't mean to be disrespectful in any way.
I know that you are here because you want to DB, I am not saying you don't.....I just don't think you will REALLY see what your H means to you until he is gone. I don't want that for you just like I didn't want it for my H.
OM lets you escape the stresses of everyday life and your H is a reminder of those stresses. I do understand the feelings you have, I just don't know how to make you see what you have with OM is a fantasy.
Have you thought about just taking some time to try to make YOURSELF happy....without your H or OM??
