I wonder how you can love someone and hate them at the same time.
Not good. And I don't know what to do with it. How does it go away?
Maybe it doesn't go away. Maybe you just learn to accept it and move on. Its easy to love someone and hate them at the same time. You love them because of all you have shared and the part they have played in your journey so far. Hating them for the damage they have caused or the person they have become is just another part of it. Its an intense emotion and that means there are still emotional ties there. Try just not giving a rats a$$ on for size. For me, its not a better place to be.
(((Jeff)))
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
