You couldn't be me even if you wanted to...

[Sugar and Spice]

I have decided that even if we end up D, he and I will have to be friends. We have 2 kids together and we have been friends for 20 yrs. I don't want to end up like my parents so I just choose not to lose that friendship. Will it be different if we get a D? Of course, but we have a long life of moments that we will have to share (graduations, marriages, births, deaths, etc...) so we might as well make the best of it. It sucks to be an adult sometimes, but I would do just about anything for the sake of my kids, besides, he will always have a place in my heart. The best part of both of us live in my kids and I can't be hateful to the one person that helped me create the 2 best things that ever happened to me. I don't always like him, but I can't hate him either.