kat, I don't know how many times you have told me to stop comparing, but I still do. I can hear your frustration with me. Bear with me, please. I can't explain it more than my mind and heart seems to be all about OM, and it seems so real. I am really going to have to start doing the thoughtstopping techniques to try to get my mind from going there.
Queen, I do think that OM would do those things if he were my H, but that's beside the point. Ok, you said find out my real feelings for my husband...how would you suggest I do that?