Mulesqb still getting kicked in the a$$

[mulesqb]

Bill - Honestly I am kind of glad to see that you struggle a bit with my sitch also.

It has been very hard emotionally lately. In that regard I feel like I have slid back quite a ways. That's why last night I chose to stay away - I needed that space.

But I do agree with you about the R stuff. In a way - I felt like we have gotten a little closer even though this may end terribly. I really feel she is gaining trust in talking to me again. I thought this morning was very strange the way she stood next to me filing her nails. I could almost feel the conflict going on inside her.

Good point about looking back - won't do that anymore - fight onwards!Thanks for the support - I have plenty within me to continue. I'm just a bit confused as to how to continue and as you put it - how available to be. It will be interesting to see what kind of reception she gives me tonight after last night and this morning. I guess I'll have to read that and make a decision.