WDID - He adored you and showed you off, but you are someone else's wife. Do you think he would do this if you were HIS wife? NO.
This is where you are skewed in your thinking (I have been there too so I know).
Get it in your head that OM would NOT be a good husband to you, he may have been a "good" lover or affair partner. But the two things are not the same.
I have no idea if you will ever have those kinds of feelings for your husband or not. Maybe not. You have to be prepared to accept that you may not and make your choices accordingly. But OM has nothing to do with that. FIND OUT your real feelings for your husband and go from there.
