Not one the the best days in my life...but I'm getting through it.
As luck would have it, I had to change my regular IC appointment from yesterday to today as my C was out...that was a fortunate break for me. I told C today that I didn't want to be in this R any longer (not that I have a lot of choice in the matter right now...). Not just dropping the rope, but trying hard to deliberately set it down.
Interestingly, H called just as i was leaving for IC, just "calling to see how you are doing, not that you would welcome the call..." I told him I was okay, heading out to a meeting, and thanks for calling... Figured that falls under the "fake it 'til you make it" mode.
You'd think that as long as I've been expecting this it wouldn't hurt so damn much...i barely slept all night... H came home early (by 6am) in order to be here by time S12 woke up. H told S18 a little, just that he was going to do what we did before (but just him, not us both switching)...but nothing to S12 yet.
So for now, sounds like he plans to just come and go at will...because he doesn't teach during the summer, it's spent researching in his office, which is our garage efficiency. What do y'all think of that? Pros/cons?
