Hey Running - I do discount the woman, she let me down big time - if in the future she is going to show me A LOT of commitment, I may reconsider, mainly for the sake of the family. This morning she came over to pick up a toy my son left here and now supposedly really really wants. While outside I see her at her cell, I don't know with whom she is, but I assume OM, so before living, while she is at the phone, I go to her and with a voice to envy Berry White I say "by baby", like if we just had a night of lust, and then a big smacking kiss in her cheek. I loved that, I hope OM was at the phone just to mess up with their minds. Anyway - she calls me back after an hour - she asks: do you come this evening with me and the kids to swim? ----- no sorry tonight I am going out. Maybe there is not interest on her side, but I still love do give all these mix signals, and make her wonder if I am still interested in her or not..... give her something to think about... drag her in "my world".... I am not the puppet anymore, I am the puppeteer.... or at least this is what I am trying to do.
