another date set today!

[jandn]

Major backslide! Drop kids off this morning. Had a D in a shirt I didnt have pants for. On the way over Im going over what I want to tell W, like the "what miracle...". Take them to the door, W is on phone (7am) set D down and tell W I didnt have anything that matched this thought maybe you do. "You dont have any pants, ahh." Nothing else said, W just shuts door and just get in car and think, WTF.

I get down the road, send text about S pottying bed, have a good day, and i keep praying how you seem mad all the time. W sends back, He never potties, plz dont text me anymore, you can call if you have something about the kids to discuss.

So all the way to work I try to record a vm to send her. Finally sent one saying how I would like to pick kids up everynight like I was since you get them every morning and work late, it hurts, but not like you think it does, you get to see them everyday except fri morning to sun night. Hopefully we can get together tonight or tomorrow, dont know if you are going to be there sat (with relator about the offer).

What a slam in the face. Just dont get W, I must have really done something and wonder if I should ask? Do as she says not as she does huh, especially with the kids.