Doing about as good as I can. I guess what is a huge thing for me right now is the amazement of how someone can be so deceptive, off center and then try to encourage the Ks to follow the teachings. I'm not saying I'm perfect, but I'm at least trying to practice what I preach.
Your right, I think it will be awhile before the teachings of the church have an effect on her. I met her in a time where she was diligently trying to make the best out of her life, now it's a matter of trying to live like the care free young adult. We all have our free agency.
I'm trying not to let this eat me up too much. I still try to be the easy going person that I am. The bitter outlook on life doesn't suit me too well. There are too many things too enjoy in life to let this eat me up.
The hard part is getting excited about making plans for the future, especially when you have been trying to fight this outcome for so long. However, I can't think of much I could have done better. I've also learned that when someone wants to make an excuse for what they are doing, it really doesn't matter what your doing, you will be portrayed as the heavy. There is some comfort in the fact that the kids are seeing through it.
