Hee hee.... gosh I know exactly where you are mentally. Don't discount the woman yet, but do work on YOU and enjoy the time you do have to yourself and the time you do spend with your children. You sound like you are detaching and that's good. Try to stay positive.
By the way, your wife may be a badly used car right now, but that doesn't mean that at some future date she can't be repaired. Don't totally discount the woman... although once you truly detach reattaching isn't as easy as one expects. I think the LBS sometimes enters their own MLC.
Well enjoy your smokin' hot bod and that deeper sexy voice you've found!
There is no arriving, ever. It is all a continual becoming.
