I did call a few hours ago, but no one picked up the phone, so I had to leave a message. I assume that they were not home. Hopefully, that will smooth over okay.
I miss the kids. I realize that I didn't just lose a H, but I lost an entire family. People have no idea how much harder it is for a step parent, one that truly loves their kids. You put your heart out and volunteer to take care of someone else's kids for very little appreciation, it makes me sad. That is one thing that I really really wish my H would understand.
Thanks for the support... it means a lot to me. There's not a whole lot of people I can talk to- privately, ya know. Kinda why I came here.
