Mulesqb still getting kicked in the a$$

[mulesqb]

Thanks guys - I decided to pull back. I played video games with the boys and did some laundry. I think you are right - I keep hanging around for a little glimpse that something may get my hopes up. I was very pleasant but went about my biz tonight. There was nothing I wanted to watch - i would have only been in there to be with her.

Bill - I've been reading Survive your Wife's Mid Life Crisis. I think she may be a year and a half into this already. It just took her 11 months to get to me. The lawyer I met with told me that I wouldn't be as bad off as I would think. She is an expensive lawyer though - so I either get it coming or I get going. Money is the least of my worries right now. I will keep gathering info though.

Puppy - I'm trying on the emotional pull back. One thing - i do feel better when I am not around her - like there is no pressure on me. MC made me feel like I had a plan I could stick with for a while.