Blues- This forum is great on reminding others what we know deep down. I was talking and praying to God the most the 2 weeks prior to my H moving back in. The Bible and the Purpose Driven Life. Funny, I've seen that book and even told myself....I am so not ready to dive into that....maybe I should soon.

Saffie- Got the book. Thanks for the warning, I'll keep that in mind.

Running- I know what you mean about doing things for others. Get this....I loved doing things for OM...made me feel sooo good...wanted to do them, didn't want appreciation, just wanted to do them.......I hardly ever want to do things for H....and when I do, I have to really force myself. What do you make of that?