Oh I am not getting married soon, we've talked about it a lot But B is def who I want to be with - I think of him not in my life and , well I think I'd rather hate it. When I think of my future I think of him right next to me, everything from travelin the country in an RV, visiting grandkids, all the way to rockin on the porch on a warm summer evening.
Hes the first person I want to talk to when I have good news and not so good news. Hes by far my fav person to hang out with, in fact sometimes I have to force myself to do stuff w/ the girls, which use to be my fav thing.
I think since I've met B, my anger ( for the most part , apart from financial issues which will haunt me now for a while!) for ex has diminished, he h elped me w/ that too. I actually want my ex to be happy, mostly cause, well hes a human being! lol and hes Rys dad , and you want your parents happy.
But we are not rushing at all, just taking the next step, but I love him to Reeses pieces and I am pretty sure he does too
Be Happy for this Moment, This Moment is your Life