First of all, congratulations. A blessing? Yes, of course. Bad timing? Yep, but that's ok too. I promise. Go read in Newcomers (either blindsided or JennyF's thread).
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I don't want him coming back just because of this but I know I can't do it alone.
Yes you can do this. I can guarantee you can do this alone if you have to.
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especially since I haven't been eating much of anything the last few months,
Time for your game face. This is serious. Eat. If you can't eat, drink lots of water and supplement (not diet!) shakes. Rest. You know the drill. You are responsible for staying healthy. Do you hear me young lady?