...a confused WA is better than a determined WA, at least in my mind.
WOW! I loved this thought. My C suggested to me the other day that she thought H might be having some regrets, hence him kissing my head and holding me.
I had to text H today b/c we got a bill that our cable bill was overdue (it is normally on his credit card) So, I texted him about it and he is IM'ing me right now about it (while on a conference call for work, of course!)
I talked to one of my best friends this week and basically, she confirmed that this is a great time for me to be working on myself.
Isn't it crazy how I'm so torn with H, but at the same time..enjoying my freedom? I guess not that crazy, considering we started dating fresh out of high school and I never experienced this part of my life, my independence.
OD--I know you're asleep right now! I think about that alot when I log in..."Ok, OD is 5 hrs ahead, she is already out of work! ok, she is probably in bed right now!" hehe....:)
Going to Miami on Saturday with a friend from work. I can't wait to just lounge around, reading my book, sipping on delicious drinks on the beach. It is me saying, "HELLO SUMMERTIME!"
Hope you all are doing well!
love, Beth.
H & I, both 32, together since 18. *M 7/03, A since 9/06. Bomb 7/07, H ended it w/ OW 9/08 * Agreed to D 6/09...very hard *D 8/10 * At peace, have become great friends w/ X-H and his new GF
