I don't think its bad. You did a great job! And it is okay that you are not crying or missing him. You feel what you feel, and no one can change that.

I think it is amusing, as I have stated before, than when these people walk out, they end up looking and feeling like shiznit. My H is the same way, put on a lot of weight, is constantly tired, says he doesn't sleep. I keep trying to tell him its because we are both miserable, but they don't want to see it. The good thing is that being happy and content with your life is a positive step, regardless of the outcome of your M.

(((Julia))) you are doing fabulous!!!

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..