Well hoped you two would show up to smack me around a bit! Was that a 2x4 or was thata lousville slugger?
Mike I do realise that she may feel rejected because I did not go bowling, but I have been sick as hell lately and I told her that I was going to take them out to eat and just hang out andthat I wasn't going to go crazy. And for the homework bit she also knew that I had to have my research paper done and turned in that day. I guess maybe I just need to quit making excuses and just do it. And yes it is true I did not put her first or the kids, I put my needs first and I feel horrible now that I realize that. I have been in a rut lately and need to get my act together.
Bill as far as the detaching goes I am getting on with my life but not forgetting about her. Maybe my understanding here is wrong maybe you could enlighten me a bit. And I sure as heck didn't say no to be spiteful it just feels like I would be intruding on her fun with the kids. I don't know if it was the stress involved with that day because it just isn't the same as we all know. I think that maybe I was just having a big pity party for myself and I really screwed up by feeling that way.
Tink sometimes I wish she would revert back to asking me to bed with her, but she has not And I don't expect her to apologize for anything, I should be theone apologizing which I did.
And I don't expect her to apologize for anything, I should be theone apologizing which I did.