Patience is something I am working on some days better than others. Time is on our side? Time is just another name for our WAS's names and it's just 1 more reminder they are in control at the moment. God I am just FULL of negativity and anger today!! Woke up feeling it can't shake it where is my inner strength? Must find positives...
Mike I hear you really I do. I am not in the 'game' today I am looking for my boot strap's haven't found them yet
W has emailed me a few times today & I'm afraid my mood has shown up in them, haven't really said anything wrong just been short & direct with my responses. But I know she felt it cause she said that she didn't mean to upset me so there's a backslide for the day yippie me (dumb ars!)
"ah yes..significant occasions, times of stress, anniversaries, B-days..the coaster comes around."
