W sent me a ecard for my birthday which was nice of her she didn't have to. Unfortunately, it was just signed with her name no 'love' before it. I wish she would have just not done it at all only makes it a painful reminder that she doesn't love me anymore. This sucks.
Hey man, you got more than I got..Be thankful for it. At least she cared enough to get it for you. Did you EXPECT it to say ILY??
No expectations.
Your under stress right now. Your looking for more than there will be at this moment. During stressful times the mind will wander and make you say and do things you know you should not do.
Stay the path you're on and do not waver.
Brian, if you need to talk..call me or email me.
It does not suck---you're birth day does not suck. Only YOU can make YOUR B-day suck.
You asked her to that B-day dinner tonight??
happy Birthday man..love ya-mean it LOL
Yeah I guess I was expecting silly ARS me!
Yes you are right was reading more into the phone convo's than I should have.
On a pity pot today, like everyone here just tired of the work it takes that's all, tired of feeling empty, I know whoa is me dumbars!!!
Wavering, yes I am today, BF wants me to go on a double date this weekend with this GF of the GF he is dating, that wants to meet me I'd be lying if I said it didn't raise my curiousity. abit.
Don't get the wood out I am not doing it that's just stupid!!!
I know I have more going in my favor than most don't get me wrong I am grateful for that it could be alot worse just hurts, guess I have let my detachment go to a low point just whining I will be fine, I understand only I control myself and my mood just remembering birthdays from the past and it won't be that way this year hit me like a ton of bricks this morning.
No I haven't asked her yet, not quite to the point of a happy voice & smile yet today.
