What do you think those books I mentioned to you are about?
That's what I went to my therapist to work out. It has to come from within - if you rely on others to make you happy you will always get let down.
Personally I think some people are just miserable....probably on balance more women than men. I think I am a fairly pessimistic person and so I have had to retrain my thought processes.
You start by picking up the phone and calling your doctor. You start by finding someone to help you. Someone in real life....not OM....someone professional who knows what they are doing and won't be manipulating your emotions to meet needs of their own. I so HEAR you lady...BTDT - got the T shirt.
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
