I don't think any of us feel that we didn't have a part in the problems in out R/M. I don't like the idea of going dark either. But we all have to decide which is the cheesy tunnel for us. You have kept your integrity by continuing to fight for what you hold dear. By being patient when patience is not rewarded or deserved. Don't second guess yourself.
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