One thing for sure is that it is proof to everyone starting out that things can change.There were periods over the last 3 years that I pretty well hated X and didn't want to hear her voice and there were times I was so mad it's a good thing she wasn't here but through all that I loved her and now she knows it.Times change people change but if you never give up hope theres always a chance.
randy and elwood--you guys are so right. after reading the last couple of entries I decided to print off your stiches and read them daily to boost up my hope Thanks guys--your great!