Ok I have a little time. The weather here has been foggy and cold except for today. It was nice. Son and I went to the movies and then to an army surplus store where I bought son a camouflage army Jacket. He said he wants to wear it everyday. Later in the jeep he told me he felt bad because his Mom just bought him his other jacket. I told him not to worry because he could not wear the army jacket everywhere we go. He asked "what do you mean I can't?' I told him if we go someplace nice or out to dinner you will need to bring the jacket mom bought you...
OK W has been calling. Most of the time it was about trying to help son get online through a network on my lap top. BUT.... She has always been finding an excuse to talk to me. She has been really nice. Really sounds interested in what we are doing. I can’t help wondering what she is up to. She has Never been this nice our whole marriage. Could I be seeing the Real Wife for the first time? Why can’t I just accept it? I am going with the flow right now but I feel something is up….then the good by kiss? She has not initiated a kiss in over a year... Today she told me her Mom wants me to buy a Lawnmower to keep at her house to make it easier for me to cut her lawn. And here I am Soooo trying not to plan anything beyond tomorrow for the last year. I think Saffie is right when she says that W is not going anywhere. BUT does wife realize how close I was / am to leaving myself? NO I am not going anywhere until after I give Retro a chance but I will say I have given her so much space and distanced so far that I have not really thought of myself as married for the last month at least Well I need to go play some more video games talk to ya later...
Husband
Saffie, yoyo, sara and Nikki ya got mail
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
