another date set today!

[jandn]

While making dinner, get a text from W "please have S call me, please". Have no idea what that was about but I was like "you just saw him this morning and you will see him tomorrow morning". If S wants to call W no problem, but this was kinda weird. Tonight when we got home, S asking about sleeping in my bed with me. So I finally gave in. He mentioned something about "mommy missing me". I was like, hmmm, whats going on here.

Relistened to vm, and W says about the "good start for us even if it doesnt work out". So, probably talking about the offer.

Went to divorce support group tonight. Topic was anger. Why cant W go to one of these and see these discussions. Was 3 of us guys, one I had meet before and another new one who has been D'ed for 4 months now, still hurting. Feelings were the same on not wanting to even think about being with another person right now. I dont know about them reconciling, but I sure would like to most of the time.


Anyways had more to write but am pretty tired. Will have to face W in morning about everything and how she has been trying to get a hold of me and discuss things. Am I doing this dark thing right or need to communicate more with W? I know to a certain extent I have to communicate, but with L's involved, its like a battle field now. Just funny how court date was yesterday and now W is willing to talk about whats going to go on paper and all.