The thought of a future that I control is hopeful. But then I also recognise I am going to be lonely. I am 35, with 4 children - who is really going to want to take me on? *cries* Am I going to be on my own? Will I ever kiss anyone properly again?
Yes, you will. And it will probably be better than the first time around. When you find it again it will be honest. Hold me to that promise? I'm good for it.
Originally Posted By: happycamper
And it feels like he has ruined my life. I will be left on my own to bring up the four children, living on benefits.
My darling--you are only 35. You are young, and I will wager anything--have much more in you than you give yourself credit for. You live in the UK, so I hope will take advantage of living in a relatively progressive social system. It is, after all, what it is there for--to help. And we ALL need help at some point. That's what it's there for.
Warning: this is not DB advice...
That bastard was only a benchmark. So, now--you know how how deep your soul goes. I'm saying, from where I'm looking right now:
It must go very deep.
Last edited by iamlost; 06/18/0803:23 AM.
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