Lots of love to you too, HC. You have been in my prayers. Oddly enough, your husband has been in my prayers, too. He is still and will always be your kids' father, and he needs to be as healthy as he can for them, always.
I hope your family can all recover as well as possible.
I saw in your other thread you made a comment like "who is going to want me now with 4 kids". I just want to tell you to please toss that notion away at this time. That is not on your horizon right now. Just get through each day at a time. Someday when the idea of another man may be on your horizon, then you can and will find support for how to navigate through the romance world again. But until then, it is nothing to concern yourself with, except to say, that YES you are lovable, and OF COURSE you will have love again. :0)
