Yes, I too get feelings of anxiety, mainly becuase you have to kind of put on a mask when you see them, although I do that less and less nowadays. I still never say whats in my heart though -like ILY. So I guess he has turned me into him (a people pleasing mask wearer!!!) how ironic.

I cant see your H dropping any bombs, unless he backed off considerably. For now, things seem to be ticking along in the same wishy washy fence sitting manner they have done for a while! (for you and for me)

I sent you my pic on facebook, oh and your D is gorgeous!
Ali xxx


Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs
IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08
Reconciled 05/09 now married!
my thread