tal - if you were living closer I'd help you with the grocery!!! I enjoy that... move heavy stuff, fix things, you know, guy's territory.

Last night at 11:00 W called me at the phone... too late and I didn't answer, I wanted to go to sleep. Then a 3:00 AM she calls again!
Ok I pick up the phone, she is sobbing, she is reading a book called "7 habits of a good marriage" or something like that. She is sobbing a lot and I don't really understand what she is saying, something like she doesn't know what went wrong, and if is she a good person or not. I didn't know what to answer so I turned the question: "do you think you are a good person? - the important thing is that you feel in peace with yourself"... I know she doesn't otherwise why the call?
At the end we talked an hour or so - I was funny, I made jokes - I think I was at the top of my game, without ever thinking.... maybe she wants back.... now it doesn't really matter, I am not going to fall for that... her mood swings are not going to rock my world anymore.
She said something like "I was "rooted" to you and I wanted out but now I am lost" - I though it is funny how our mind works.
Anyway.... I'll write here more of her mood swings when they happen.