H called last night and left a message - I was on my way out the door and didn't have time to answer. His message was to everyone, 'just to say hi'.
This morning I had to call him because of S's baseball (not usually my department) and I felt really awkward talking to him. He said he was looking forward to seeing me and I said 'yah' with a little laugh, thinking about his cell phone bill sitting on his desk. He could probably tell something was wrong, but I'm hoping he chalked it up to my being upset about S not making the AAA team - not for my sake, but for his, of course.
More than anything, I need the truth. I want to spend a weekend just asking questions and getting complete, honest answers.
Can't see how this would be accomplished, even if my H agreed to it.
