Wow, look at how wonderfully strong you sound! I wish I could hold the same kind of attitude long enough to get it to stick!
Its not necessarily a good thing. I'm pretty much at the point where not matter which way it goes I'll be fine with it because I just need some peace and quiet and time to myself. Feels and sounds kinda selfish, but once you get that its NOT ABOUT YOU. I mean really get it, then you no longer have the time, energy or inclination to accept responsibility for the things you didn't do to create the situation or to fix something that isn't yours to fix. My H will either get better...or not. He will either be with the OW...or not. I have no control one way or the other, so I just do what I can for me and the kids and the rest will fall into place. That is just life.
I will have to go and read your thread. I have much respect for someone who can still be doing this after almost 2 years. If it comes to that, I don't know if I would have the strength to fight anymore.
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
