CL,

I think that Lanzo has done a very good job of putting it into a perspective for all of us actually.
I hope that you will be able to put it into action, and with a positive outcome.

Like you have said feel the fear and do it anyway. I have always remembered that about you.

JAK

You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez