So, I'm sitting here thinking. Not much working going on today for me. Doing a lot of thinking.
About a lot of things and nothing in particular. About how my life has change so much, so fast. About the choices I made in life and the things those choices brought me. Both good and bad. About how my life will not turn out the way I expected now. About how my children's lives won't either.
I'm also realizing that I'm a better father now than I was before. That I'm back "in the game" and not just going through the motions. That when I'm with them I am really with them.
That I am going to find someone who loves me for me. Someone special. Perhaps a redhead.....
