Start of the long and bumpy road........

[TwinDad]

Julia,

Thanks for asking

We had a very good weekend. We took the kids to the beach for 4 nights and had some friends meet us there for a couple nights as well. She said some positive things like

I decided I want to have another child again in front of her friends, she talked about how she thought her OM (who I thought she was having an EA with) was getting back together with the mother of his child).

Fathers day was very nice. She got me a couple cards from the kids and a couple nice shirts. She did actually tell me happy fathers day or give me a card which hurt a good bit but I kept a PMA and didn't let it ruin the day. She did arrange for us to have a couples massage which was very nice.

On the way home, I mentioned about moving some of my other stuff back in the house and she looked at me and said "I haven't given you permission to move back in yet". I just kind of laughed and said "thats fine, I go with the flow" But I was thinking, ok, you have said you want to have another child, you have told your Mom that we wouldn't be separated much longer and I have stayed over there for the last two weeks straight.

It is all good in my mind though. I just keep a PMA and don't get caught up in the R and act "as if" through the tough times. I think it has been building my confidence and making more attractive.