How Much BS do I believe?!

[pisces9]

Does anyone ever feel like they want to see their H (W's) so badly and when they finally reach out you are feeling so good about yourself that you dont want any drama and dont even really want to see them?

this is probably fear and anxiety...but i get so agitated to see him....it is upsetting.
we haven't seen each-other in almost 4 weeks~! and i am supposed to see him tomorrow...

any suggestions- i know this is part of detaching and im slowly getting there :-)

I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH TODAY!