Holding Pattern

[JWS]

that’s it too funny because we have two cats that are exactly the same way. they mean the world to her and they are always loving on her, but since she has been gone they cling to me, even when she saw them two weeks ago on would not come out for her.

I know i pushed it, things were so good she seemed as if she would surly come home if i asked, i know that was just me being too excited and not keeping emotions in check. I don't want to help her come home, i want to be her when she is ready to do it on here own and allow that to happen. good news however it was very little pushing over the course of several good hours, while she did stiff arm me she did not allow it to ruin the rest of the night or the next day!!

She did mention something that two years ago she told me she wanted and I said I would get it for her but never did. It is very small and cheep but it symbolizes my job and in turn me, and she still thinks about it, so I am going to track down this little shop on the other side of the country to see if I can still get it, just as a gesture that I listen to what she is saying and do care.