Help! New to this...still hoping for R

[Rusty]

I have been reading so many books at the same time,but I agree that as soon as I get the SW book it will be the priority. I read some of the reviews on barnesandnoble.com and they were divided, but I would do anything at this point. And it sounds like it has alot to do with control issues, which are my issues. I am also reading some religious based books - "God's Master Plan for your Life", etc. because I believe so much that God has brought me to this place for a very specific reason - mostly being for me to become the person He has meant for me to be. And SW sounds right up that alley.
Tink, thanks so much for hanging with me through all this - your advice and this board have become invaluable to me!